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Last Friday Night

Dinner and drinks with colleagues at Mulligan’s last Friday (25 Jan)! 😀 Good food, good music, good company and alcohol, what more can one ask for? Did shots too before leaving hehehe. Thanks Kenneth for the treat! 🙂

Didn’t take other photos because of the bad lighting and the flash made us all look so overexposed lol. Luckily I hid behind in this photo!! Not a complete group photo though, because some didn’t make it, some left early and some came later.

But it’s a lot better than the ST party I went to with Sarah and Terence months back. Only 3 of us from the office and the food wasn’t even that good. Will post photos soon!

Very touched because most of my colleagues live in the East but my editor wanted me to share cab with them and drop me off first T_T in the end I shared with Suren who’s heading towards YCK and just as I’d expected, he didn’t want to take money from me. I feel like a parasite because I didn’t pay for anything that day.

But nvm, I have another 6 months to return everybody’s since I’m staying on as a temp staff 😀 I have mixed feelings about it… Part of me thinks I’m crazy to sign on for another half a year but it’s a really good opportunity plus I already like the job. If I don’t take it, I’m going to end up loafing at home at home anyway. Totally not the kind to go look for jobs outside because I have a phobia of interviews -_-

Of course I have to get over it sometime but until then… anyway for someone who’s always been simply cruising through life without worry and taking things as they come, who likes to avoid reality as much as I can, the uncertainty of the future now really sucks.

Honestly I hate being asked 2 type of questions most in conversations – future plans and boyfriends. It’s as if what answer you give determines the kind of person you are when they don’t even know you. And sometimes, there are just no definite answers and I can’t be bothered to carry on talking about it. Like just mind your own business can?!

Ok loads of important decisions that will potentially change my life…

– Should I cut my hair? I REALLY don’t want to but I think I *should*
– I want to make a debit card but POSB or OCBC???
– University, university, university…

Aiya it’s Sunday so I’m going to take a break from thinking for now.

But one last thing – sometimes I’m surprised at how nice people can be, like being nice is not supposed to be normal. Not that people are rarely nice to me la. But being in a class where everyone hates everyone for 3 years changes you and the way you think, I guess. Don’t think TEP helped matters by cooping everyone up in one room for 8 hours everyday either. Plus I don’t think I’m a nice person to start with.


Things I realised from my Twitter archive

  • Was angsty as fuck from 2010 to mid 2011
  • And depressed as fuck from mid to 2011 to ???
  • I swore like a sailor and tweeted excessively
  • I whined, bitched and complained about school and homework 99% of the time
  • I actually liked people and tweeted to them on Twitter
  • Forever talking about skipping class with Juju
  • Who didn’t discourage me from doing so which I like very much
  • Except that half the time I don’t go through with it because I was worried about attendance/grades
  • The girls and I killed time in class by hacking each other’s Twitter accounts
  • Wow remember our slacker reputations?
  • Forever sleeping + waking at odd hours and tweeting excessively about it
  • Remember when I was obsessed with Ryan Higa and Jeremy Renner…. Yeah me neither
  • I was really batshit insane over TVD to the point of idek… That I remember vividly
  • Even the cast’s tweets are super boring nowadays
  • I used to tweet how I felt about every single book and movie after I was done with them
  • Haven’t blogged about my birthday celebrations for 2010, 2011 and 2012 lol
  • But at least I sound more emotionally stable every year
  • Though I’m not exactly sure I like my current self (I don’t)
  • Was an irritating person, still am

Actually miss sharing my thoughts on books and movies on Twitter. Maybe I’ll start again but I stopped because firstly, lazy and secondly, I didn’t want to come across as some smartass.

I think the problem is I became increasingly self-conscious even now. I rarely even tweet/blog often anymore and when I do, it’s all very generic, non-offensive stuff. In other words, BORING. Self esteem never really recovered to be honest even though I rarely rage or feel as depressed as I used to anymore. The most negative I feel nowadays usually stems from boredom/loneliness because I always feel like I have nobody talk to which is a very irrational thought but anyway.

Planning to review all the films made in 2012 that I’ve watched in a few parts! I’ve photoshopped all the pictures, now I just need to stop being lazy and write. Also I wanna announce something (can anyone guess?) but it’s not time yet hahaha.

Right now I’m trying to find a copy of Warm Bodies because my ebook version as well as every other copy i can find online is incomplete 🙁 I finished reading it only to realise that there are a few chapters missing after reading the plot on Wiki. Went to Kino but was told that it’s out of stock T_T

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